So....this is happening

Shortly after Paige died, as I do each morning, I was walking by the half of our room that was supposed to be hers.  I decided it could no longer be empty as it was just too depressing. So we converted it into our office, complete with coloring table for the girls.

Then I decided I didn't want to have any more babies really.  I had experienced enough.  I was done.  

So we moved our adult furniture and rugs upstairs.  Our house was looking like our house again, with a smattering of kid stuff mixed in.

We even moved in Nathan's inherited furniture from his grandma.  Our blank formal room, which had been just the kids playroom was now a room for adults...with a dollhouse for a coffee table.

Then this one showed up and was all "SURPRISE!!!!!"

Currently, I'm closing in on 9 weeks pregnant.  I considered not mentioning it for a while, in case something bad happens to our gummy bear.  But then I remembered the most awful thing had already happened, one of our kids was tragically sick and died.  So for better or worse, I decided to announce it when we got our first ultrasound photo.

Gummy bear is expected February 3 ish.